I have a best friend and I really love him as my best friend, but we are in conflict right now 
I don’t know why he suddenly distanced himself from me, I was very sad because of that, even at school he didn’t look at me or even talk to me. Because of this, I was very confused, my mind could not be calm and I even thought about ending my life. It had happened before but we made up again, and that’s because I’m the one who apologized even though I don’t know where my mistake was, and I feel like I’m the only one fighting for this relationship, so for now I won’t apologize to him, If he thinks that I am his best friend maybe he will apologize to me, but maybe that will never happen because I am the only one who always does that I am very sad, because he is the only person who is close to me, and when we are in conflict he seems fine and even close to one person, his closeness is the same as him and me, I feel that I have been replaced, because of this I am often sad but I can’t cry, I even often think about ending my life, am i overreacting?
Hey @dyra,
Thank you so much for sharing what you’re going through, it takes a lot of courage to open up, especially when you’re feeling overwhelmed. It sounds like you’re carrying a lot of pain and confusion about your friendship, and it’s completely okay to feel hurt by how things have changed. You’re not overreacting; your feelings are valid, and it’s understandable to feel sad and frustrated when it seems like you’re the only one fighting for the friendship.
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Heyy there, you’re definitely not overreacting and your feelings are most valid. It’s not easy being in conflict with a friend, what more a best friend. It’s sad when the friendship feels very one-sided, have you tried making him aware of this? What did he say?
If you really feel too stuck, please do call/whatsapp the hotlines above okie!
Sending so much love!
aw man i’m so sorry you’re going through that @dyra . it’s so confusing and frustrating when someone you care about pulls away like that, especially when you don’t know why. it’s even worse when it feels like you’re the only one trying to fix things. you’re not overreacting, it’s just a lot to deal with, esp when you feel like you’re being replaced. just know that your feelings are valid and you deserve friendships where it’s not always on you to make things right 
please take care of yourself and reach out if you need help!!